I'm going to make a concerted effort to clean up my act.
I've not ever been the best person around. I have a lot of faults and I feel like it's effecting my character too much. I cuss when I'm mad, I explode when I'm angry, and I get WAY too frustrated over the stupid little things.
It may be Napoleon complex still lingering from when I was smaller than everyone else my age. That should have cleared up though. I'm about average and can hold my own among my peers now. For some reason though, I still seem to be the butt of a lot of jokes. I think this may be due to my trying to be someone I'm not. That's another thing I'm going to change.
From now on, I will be a clean-cut, up-standing person. I'm going to refrain from losing my cool quickly like I have in the past. I'm going to clean my mouth up and refrain as best I can from dropping "dirty" words into my everyday speech.
Hopefully with these changes I'll be a better person and more likable in most situations. I can't drop my competitiveness though. That would be like a crack addict quitting cold turkey. Not going to happen.
Until next time.
Eh, just be yourself man. No need to clean up or whatever. Just be you, and shit normally works out.
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