Everything's different and I'm not sure what I did. I wish I could fix it but I'm not sure what's wrong in the the first place.
If it's something I did or didn't do, please let me know so I can change it. I want us to be the way we were.
What we had was good, or at least I thought. Maybe it could have been more, but I was comfortable where we were.
Maybe it's the difference in age. Maybe it's that we were friends and I didn't want to mess that up.
Whatever it was, I wish it would go away and let us get back to the important things, like being friends again. Or get on to whatever is next for us. Whichever one needs to happen, I wish it just would so I don't have to worry about this along with all the other crap in my life.
I'm sorry if you don't like this. You're probably the only one who will ever read it and hopefully we can get this cleared up, but I needed to vent and couldn't go to my normal outlets, you being one of them.
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