It's eating me alive. Slowly though, from the inside out. Destroying every little bit of my life.
I can't commit to anything because sleep doesn't come when I want it to. I have to carefully plan and then re-plan what I have to do when I don't get the sleep I need at night. It also doesn't help that this is hell week and I don't have any time for me, unless you count the time I spend awake in my bed.
But that time is spent thinking and contemplating what I'm actually doing with my life. I still haven't come up with what exactly that's going to be. Still want to be a doctor. It's just getting through the initial stuff that has to be done before I get to that level. Someone just needs to tell me what to do and I'd be happy...
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