I feel like I've been absent in my life lately. I've been doing alright, just not engaged like I would normally be. Even for the summer, I feel like I'm just floating through, not overachieving, but not underachieving either. I'm not being noticed either way.
I want to be noticed.
I haven't done anything spectacular and don't see anything coming my way soon. Lately, I've found myself asking the question, "What am I going to do to make my mark?" Sure I've been involved in Teenpower for a while and I've got a decent track record in school. My running isn't extraordinary (and my training this summer's showed that too) and I'm not really a good enough swimmer or biker to be great at triathlons. I could be average at everything I do; that's not interesting. I want to stand out, to show the world that I am a person of excellence. I just don't know how to do it.
I feel like I've spread myself too thin through my life up to this point. I haven't been able to settle into an activity because I've been constantly moving from one thing to another in hopes of finding my niche. I still haven't found it but hopefully it comes to me soon.
Till next time, get lots of rest and drink plenty of fluids.
